Supposed to report to campus at 1 today .
But , i reached there at around 12.45 to get maii school uniform as i don't want to look weird in home clothes & stick out like a sore thumb in class.

my class IOJ C3-10 .
i can say ..
i am not sure ..
1st day of school as usual .
i'd stick to me & myself.
i thought i could make a couple of new friends .
but now , i don't think so .
all of my classmates were already like so close to one another .
being a new student is like so hard for me to join in their cliques.
once again , as usual .
school life gonna be boring for me again with no friends.
it gonna reminds me of my secondary schooldays that i actually did everything alone .
eat alone during break time , sat in one side corner of th class .
being like an outcast in school.
it's not that i'm not friendly.
i tried to be as friendly as possible.
like smiling to classmates & such but it seems futile.
personally i think there's absolutely nothing wrong with me
as i could have alot of friends outside of school .

Project's coming up ..
deadline 31st Jan.
an individual project.
having a headache now .
an awful one .

met baby after school for dinner.
then went to his house & slacked.
whine-ed to baby about school.
thanks for being a listening ear ,love. (:
baby tell me really funny stuffs just now that i think i laugh hard enough .
i know you're trying to brighten up my mood after hearing my unhappiness in school.
i appreciate whatever you do for me .
i love you .

4 more days to our 2nd month ..
i want you to be my last ..